colors of my life

my heart crumbled in silence
even though I scream at being broken
ineradicable memories and darkness flow into my eyes
i was searching for the breath of sadness that to stain it in colors
without raising a sound
and I sink into tomorrow which colors cant even be seen anymore
i searched endlessly for the day of reconciliation
only for the sake of losing it
i will live for the present
Even when it is useless and I embrace solitude alone
i will shine towards them
feelings continuously filled with wishes which is someday create colors
thats what ive been taught
to be a person who continues to live with this in the heart
because colors are born within anything and everything inevitable
i will paint tomorrow once more with these hands
even the things which were placed into my hands slipped through my fingers
its all my fate i am gonna do that!

if light becomes stronger, darkness will also become deeper
even if I realized that, i have nothing to fear
because colors are born at the end of just about any kind of ending
my eyes are already open because we were gazing at each other


now the gentle colors which could not be reached
with these hands, i will use them to paint and fix everything again

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to be continue
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